sometimes I feel a little awkward or left out here in school. But other times, I feel like if there’s any place I’ve ever belonged, it’s here. Everyone is watching you which frustrates me because i don’t have it all together, and for the most part I have a good time learning my way. it’s just hard to grow when everyone’s shoving ideas in your face you know? Unlike most people I know, there’s no one in my life who I can tell things to so I keep all this stupid shit in and sometimes make it worse and further confusing. I wont even post on here because I know a couple people who might take it personal and concern themselves with opinions about me. I have Mike and I am grateful but, once the circles end and he settles down, Ill be alone again and that makes me sad. If I were home, I could slow the process but its not good to think those things. I ts not good to feel these things and I just want some attention.The kind you can give back, not the kind you regret the next morning.